SHOCKING NEWS!

As i mentioned in my last post (At School) I am working a speech about adoption for my speech class.  Well– Today i asked my mom a few questions about my adoption, such as how much it cost, etc.  I didn’t want to ask any personal questions to avoid any uncomfortable awkwardness.   But then she asked me if I would ever consider finding my birth parents.  I told her maybe.. but it’s not a big deal.  And then i told her it would be cool find out if I had any siblings or something.  (I’m an only child in my adoptive family btw)    And then my mom was like– Well, actually you have a HALF BROTHER.

 Oh my god.  I’m not sure what to think.   Apparently he’s a year older than me.  I’ve always wanted an older brother…lol   If I do finally decide to find any of my birth family– I’m definitely going to find my half brother first.   Do we look alike? Do we act similar?  Are we completely opposite?   There are so many things to consider!  

My mom also told me my birth mothers name for the first time.  It’s a polish last name (Skaletski…  If you’ve heard of this last name–let me know…lol)   So i guess i have a bit of polish in me.  Interesting.     My mom doesn’t know anything about my birth father though..  They weren’t married when they had me.. and apparently they were in a huge fight that day.  I wonder if my birth father has had any other children since me… Probably– which means I might have some more half siblings running around…Ah!  I’m glad my birth mother was responsible for her actions and decided to give me up for adoption instead of aborting me.   That’s the main reason why I’m pro-life. 

What would you do if you found out you had a half sibling your whole life that you didn’t know about until you were almost 20?

 Oh, life is weird.   Bye guys!

At School

Heyy guys!   I’m having a great morning!  I woke up nice and early to go to Yoga– which was amazing.  And now I’m at school…  ”doing my homework”  lol   I have to write a speech about Adoption.  I decided to do that topic because, well.. i’m adopted…lol  Which I’ve mentioned in my 5 facts video i think.  :P It’s actually pretty easy to write because I understand what all of it means.  So that’s good.   The library at school closes at 1pm..So I have about an hour to finish up.   It’s wayy easier for me to accomplish homework at school rather than at home…haha  That’s why I usually come to school to do it.Anyways… I think I’m going to get back to studying.  Hope everyone is doing well! Leave me comments so I know ppl are actually reading this!  PEACE 

Can’t Take This Anyymore!!

My computer is going sooooo slooowwwwww.

 I can’t handle it!    I’m editing a new video–and movie maker keeps becoming “unresponsive”.

 I basically just came here to vent… even though it took a good 5 minutes to get here– when normally it takes less than a minute.

I have a question for the YouTubers–  Do you guys save your original video clips on your computer, or do you delete them once you’ve finished editing & posted the vid?   Because i think that may be the cause of my terribly slow computer.  Ughh.

 It’s really late… My sleep pattern is soo messed up.  I could stay up all night if i wanted to… But that wouldn’t be logical since I have yoga in the morning.  (whoa– wordpress automatically saves every once in a while.. Smart thinking!)  Yes.. i go to a yoga class… Wanna fight?!   It makes me feel good and happy all over.   ha

It’s wayy easier for me to talk about things in written blogs as opposed to videos.  I’ll talk more about that later… but i honestly need to sleep now– or I’ll fall asleep during meditation…lol!

PEACE

Heyy It’s Me!

I’ve decided to get a wordpress because it’s easier to use than xanga–and it has more options.  If you want to see my xanga (which I’m still going to update from time to time), you can click the link in my blogroll thingy.

 I’m pretty tired, and I have a big day ahead of me tomorrow– so it’s time for bed!

 Thank you for stopping by! 

[ryyan]