hello!

I’M BORED!!!!

Soooo…. I’m meeting someone on saturday. 

First date?

Yep.  Basically my first “real” date ever in my life.. ahh!

Nervous?

Yes.

Excited.

VERY.

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I think i’m going to film for my “a day in my life” video thingy that someone tagged me in.  I think it will be fun cuz i’m going up to door county (my hometown place..lol) and hanging out with friends.  None of my friends know that i’m a vlogger… so i’ll have to make up an excuse as to why i’m filming… haha   I’ll probably run out of memory really fast anyways..  Booo!

la la la..  well, i should probably go to bed now seeing that it’s 3am.  

Thanks for reading guys! 

There’s a rumor going around that the NEW MACBOOK PROS are coming out TOMORROW!

They weren’t expected to come out until July-ish! 

IM PUMPED!   i hope it’s true!

Heyy!  

This is another blog post from school.  woo!

I would still be sleeping if this was any other friday… However, my math teacher gave us the option to come to school to pick up a take home test early (instead of getting monday).   Wellll… I go to his office- and he’s not there!!   ughh… So now i’m in the library about to do some serious studying and homework.   FUN!   I love homework.     <sarcasm>

Friday’s are really slow at my school because a lot of ppl don’t have classes on friday.  So it’s nice to be in here cuz it’s really quiet.    :]

To Do List:

- Finish persuasive speech on public smoking bans
                       – Powerpoint
                       – Note Cards
                       - Outline

- Finish physics take home test

- Finish math homework & start take home test (if i ever get one!  lol)

- Make note cards for psychology test

So thrilling, huh?!   yes!  

Alrighty…  I better get started. 

Hope everyone is doing GREAT!   :]

EDIT:    LOL!!   Apparently i thought it was Friday when i wrote this (i wrote it on a thursday).  So replace all the “fridays” in this blog to “thursdays”   haha!  

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It’s been a while since I’ve made a YouTube video, huh?

Here’s why:

1.  My computer is so unbelievely, painfully slow that I suffer from minor anxiety attacks while trying to upload, edit and post a video.  It takes at least an 2 hours to edit & post alone.    I’m hopefully getting a Mac next month (WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!), so I will be back in full swing by then. 

2. The drama that seems to be appearing all over YouTube is kind of getting to me. It’s not happening to me personally..   But i didn’t know that YouTube suddenly turned into my middle school all over again–and trust me, I never want to go back to those days!   It bothers me how so many people can send there hate over a simple comment, but if they were confronted with the maker of the video, they wouldn’t have the balls to say anything to their face.

3. I’m lazy.

4. I keep getting bad grades on tests lately.  My obsession with YouTube & laziness go hand-in-hand in contributing to my poor grades.   

5.  It’s not like you’ll miss me anyways.  My videos are mostly boring, and i don’t normally have anything interesting to talk about… sooooo….  lol

6. I was beginning to feel like making new videos were like homework assignments.  I don’t know why.. it just feels that way sometimes.

So there you have it.  

I’ll try my best at getting my ComploTag video up as soon as possible!  But after that I think it’s time for break.

I still plan on watching everyone’s videos though!!  I’ve basically replaced TV with youtube– Is anyone with me on that?  lol   Now I feel bad for spending so much money on a new flat screen.  Whoops… haha

I seriously love watching everyone’s videos.. So keep up the good work everyone.  You rock!!

I shouldn’t be gone for too long.  I hope to get the Mac by the end of May or early June.  :] 

Keep in touch guys! 

- Finish filming and editing new video.  (I was complotagged!)

- Turn in my job application.

- Find a couple back-up jobs to apply to.

- Complete chapter 11 outline for psychology. (due monday)

- Study for math test. (test on wednesday)

- Study for physics test. (test on thursday)

- Work on persuasive speech. (due next tuesday)

- Sort out FAFSA stuff.

- Schedule appointment w/ oral surgeon for wisdom teeth. (guhhhhh) 

- Try not to stress out.

 Plans for the rest of the week/weekend:

Today (Thursday)–  
Physics lab:  5:30- 7:30
Work out:  8:00- 9:30

Friday–
Go home.
Chiropractor appointment in Door County:  4:00pm
Dinner w/ friends: 6:30pm

Saturday–
Go back to Green Bay.
Homework/ Study.
Show Choir: 7:30pm- 10
Dinner after show choir:  10 – 10:45ish
Friend’s 21st birthday party: 11- ??

Sunday–
Try to stay awake.
Homework/ Study (yeah right…..)
Dinner w/ Mom.
Sleep.

As i mentioned in my last post (At School) I am working a speech about adoption for my speech class.  Well– Today i asked my mom a few questions about my adoption, such as how much it cost, etc.  I didn’t want to ask any personal questions to avoid any uncomfortable awkwardness.   But then she asked me if I would ever consider finding my birth parents.  I told her maybe.. but it’s not a big deal.  And then i told her it would be cool find out if I had any siblings or something.  (I’m an only child in my adoptive family btw)    And then my mom was like– Well, actually you have a HALF BROTHER.

 Oh my god.  I’m not sure what to think.   Apparently he’s a year older than me.  I’ve always wanted an older brother…lol   If I do finally decide to find any of my birth family– I’m definitely going to find my half brother first.   Do we look alike? Do we act similar?  Are we completely opposite?   There are so many things to consider!  

My mom also told me my birth mothers name for the first time.  It’s a polish last name (Skaletski…  If you’ve heard of this last name–let me know…lol)   So i guess i have a bit of polish in me.  Interesting.     My mom doesn’t know anything about my birth father though..  They weren’t married when they had me.. and apparently they were in a huge fight that day.  I wonder if my birth father has had any other children since me… Probably– which means I might have some more half siblings running around…Ah!  I’m glad my birth mother was responsible for her actions and decided to give me up for adoption instead of aborting me.   That’s the main reason why I’m pro-life. 

What would you do if you found out you had a half sibling your whole life that you didn’t know about until you were almost 20?

 Oh, life is weird.   Bye guys!

Heyy guys!   I’m having a great morning!  I woke up nice and early to go to Yoga– which was amazing.  And now I’m at school…  ”doing my homework”  lol   I have to write a speech about Adoption.  I decided to do that topic because, well.. i’m adopted…lol  Which I’ve mentioned in my 5 facts video i think.  :P It’s actually pretty easy to write because I understand what all of it means.  So that’s good.   The library at school closes at 1pm..So I have about an hour to finish up.   It’s wayy easier for me to accomplish homework at school rather than at home…haha  That’s why I usually come to school to do it.Anyways… I think I’m going to get back to studying.  Hope everyone is doing well! Leave me comments so I know ppl are actually reading this!  PEACE